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Sunday, December 25, 2005

its the time again when i say these end of year thank you-s to you who've made 2005 so amazing and enjoyable.

204
the best class everrrrr.
sipei
one tree hill! just being your classmate made my days a little brighter, singing songs with you made my lessons a little less boring. being a geobooth, we watched one tree hill together, cried together, laughed together. (if you see this tell me about peyton's podcasts asap!) as a friend, you've made me more optimistic, and i know you'll be there to just "xD" me anytime i want! (: i'll miss you dearly, all the talks we've had, i wont find anyone else like you.
ps hope you get my christmas card soon! sent it out so terribly long ago ><
olivia
olly! fellow sister in christ and just thereabouts the first person i came to know in rgs! there's probably a lot i really dont know about you, which makes it such a pity that we're not going to be able to be in the same class anymore, and thus less sharing of lives... gna miss your big wide grin with small eyes, your occasional mood swings, your unique laughter and your fatt chio face! :D olly! feel as if i havent seen you for AGES. take care yah.
natasha
yo the cool bballer who is great despite of what she thinks. :D you still owe me my mirror girl! I'm going to keep pestering you and pestering you 'till ya finally draw it yes dude? I mean, its okay if its not pretty and all that, that is secondary. just want it to make sense for me, and make sense for you too! gna miss you a lot, and yeah its like i havent talked/ seen ya for super knows how long! feels terrible, if i might admit. continue running after God, and you know i'm always here.
kuoying
heyyyyy! dudeeeee :D i hate you like shit! its not fair that you could go to korea this year and that i couldnt! dont like that, dont like that at all! someday when i get my drumset (which is soon) gna invite you over to play! ky, you're so special, and i have never and will never find someone i treasure as much as i treasure you and your friendship. you're always cheerful, laughing and having the time of your life. i think i need to learn that. can engage in meaningful conversations with you too... mann i really miss sponkayyz.
yiyun
hey babyye. (: you're one of the bestest ever friends i've had here in rg, being there when i needed you, and talking me, cheering me, telling me jokes, those are things that i cherish and that i will relish when it comes down to the 29th. i foresee it being a hard year next year letting go. we'll see yes? gna miss your senseless rants about nothing, discussing football matches, even just gossipping about scandals and all that. thanks for just being yourself, you've definitely changed me in a lot of ways, haha good and bad, but for it i still love you, just cos you're yuann! :D (tell waggy zeslene said hi )
cheryl
dearr! thanks for everyth throughout the year, the encouragment and smiles and many outings we've shared. sister in christ, God loves you alright, and so do I. you're just special, and i can tell you things that i can never tell anyone else! may this friendship continue even as we go to different classes, and you continue to be a light in the darkness yah! :D
and the rest of you
rhd, netball carnival, national day, drama night, ALL THE TIME! 204 is sacred.
i love you so much. i treasure all the times we've spent together, and i'll miss it dearly.

yf
just wanna thank everyone in YF for being there! every saturday to sing praises and have bible study and other stuffs too.. its been great being in such a tight knit fellowship, and yeah, we're kinda like just a big family (:
my dg!
to be honest, we were not so close this year, but i think the sharing on the last night really opened all of us up... maybe except me. i apologise for that, because there are things i must first come to terms with with myself before i'm able to let it out. maybe that's wrong, but thank you very much for being there, to just encourage me on in my walk with God no matter what, no matter when :D
peers
yeah! won't say the whole spg lah, but yknow daryl and louis, thanks so much for everything you've given me, your time, your smiles just to listen to me crap, really can't thank the both of you enough. :D but you know how i feel! hahaha. um and the rest too, esp xuanwen, for today (28th december) for encouraging me, i'm very glad. sometimes i would like to encourage you too, but i mean, yknow there are factors and i'm not a very brave person in the face of rejection. would like you to know i have a few drafts of letters i intented to write but never did/gave you. um yeah, in the coming years we'll be closer, yeah? and gareth too! the coooll guitarist. play it well and be a rockkkkker! haha really admire your skill. (:
camp group
i love cambodia! now i kinda have a burdern for the place lah, and if maybe God wants me to do His work there, then well, you never know :D corlissa thought the sharing we had thruout camp was good, it blessed me, hope it blessed you too. this has been the best camp grp ever, getting to know more people better, michelle, rachel, terence, nathaniel, corli, shawn among others. haha not that the resta them havent been great, but i alr know them :D
cit
haha cit has been like, a real blessing to me. planning stuff with weiyi, min, kat, jiashu and joey this year has been different, really my first time in a committee, and its made 2005 special.
and everyone else
for all the little ways you've given me strength, from God through you all, showing that i'm not alone, no matter what, thank you. you know i love you too (:

squashers
honestly, 2005 would have been THE PITS without all your chickkkkkkkks. :D c div national this year, again want to apologise, (and the sorries here will never suffice, not for me, anyway) for letting yall down in that match against mgs. but other than that, you've ROCKED this year for me, getting to know all you teammates/seniors better. crapping in the courts, going out, training harrrd together. the experience with yall has made me love this sport so much, but more than that, i think the teamwork and effort with put in will make us do the distance yeah? rgsquash fight!

others
chris , david, lionel thanks for being there when i needed it the most. mmmh! :D

projectservants
heyy coool dudes. hahaha you've really made my november holidays a time to behold. :D will miss you people and hope to see you more at yfc (if i actually go also lah) :D

psls
YOO we are a bunch of enthusiatic crappers! i mean yeahh mann, thanks for being there ESPESP NATTAY, you're the greatest. clairechew i think you've the ultimate cool. and my group in psl camp cos yall really cheered me up when i was feeling down. and to all psls and spsls, lets sit in a v-shaped position (no, kidding) and RIDE THE WAVES tgt! wheeeeeeee.

camelia
DUDE! grins :D when can we go out! plan a date plan a date. you've been the one girl, who's like ALWAYS there, i know cos i can find you anytime anywhere for anything. and its amazing how open i am to you still (think you are to me too) despite not seeing each other for ages. gosh i think you must be the chio chick now right! our friendship has been awesome, and more than anything God given. so girl, if you don't feel God in your life, remember our friendship that survives and lives and burns - only because God fuels it. can't imagine what life would be like without you man, i would just cease to exist. heehee

lastly, thank you everyone of you, for making a difference in my life, by not doing much but just accepting me for who i am, and for being yourself (:

ps, hope i havent missed out anyone :D



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